Did I ever tell you how I used to think before I met you, I used to tell everyone that I was NEVER getting married, I told myself it was gonna be just me and bruce, single forever, hehe but you came along and screwed that up, and I want to thank you for that, because without you I wouldnt be who I am today.
Your email lastnight was very sweet, and Im sorry if I didnt seem all excited and stuff, Im not used to people doing things like that for me so I dont react all that great when it happens, but you should know that it meant alot to me, I saved it, and Ill most likely read it again and again. Also you should know that I feel the same way, I never want us to end up like them, and Im sure some people will say that you cant help it, but we can, we can start now, by being honest with each other about what bugs us, and when one tells the other about something the other does that bothers them, we can start by not getting offended, and that wasnt just meant for you, cause I do it too sometimes, Im never putting you down when I tell you those things, I have no reason to put you down, heh if you knew the truth about how often i talk about you, you would see that Im always doing the opposite of putting you down, but when I say those things Im just trying to help, and I know you are to.
Im always thinking about you being here now, the way the weather is now makes me think of what would happen if you were here, your classes would probably be canceled and I might try to take the day off and just cuddle with you and keep you warm in my bed, maybe even a little later we would go sliding or for a walk over to dougs if it was too cold for sliding, I think about you stopping by work after class and waiting a bit for me to get done, and I think of takeing you out to dinner after work, then renting a movie or something and curling up with you to stay warm as we watch it, I think about you all the time, I love you more than anything, and I think the world of you, my life started when I met you, Ive lived for 22 years *grumbles* but almost of of the memories I have, are the ones I made with you, I never ever thought I would see the day when I would say this to someone, but, I can honestly see myself spending the rest of my life with you, married life out on our own wont always be easy though, but if we work on it, we can make it, weve made it this far and beat so many things, if we work together, and we are there for each other, if we live as a couple, and not just 2 people that care about each other, if we live as a couple, together, thinking about us instead of, just me or you, then we will make it no problem.
I have a little surprise for you, its nothing big, so dont get all excited, but youll see later, I gotta go now, I love you Cheryl Ann, always and forever, and I cant see how anything could ever change that. *leaves a soft kiss and a big hug on the table with a note that says* "for the sexiest cutest smartest kindest cher bear in the world, happy valentines day ~Jim"